Two YEARS later!!!!!

My name is Heidi and my last post was over two years ago. Sounds like a digital confession. Well, in that light, here's my thoughts!  This is STILL a pain in the ass to me!?

How do people do it?

Blogging that is,not confession.

I have a huge desire to write, but I simply have NO time to spend hours on design, but I am NEVER satisfied with how it looks and STILL I wind up racking up screen time like Bette F-ing Davis!!

Ok, I suppose I have a bit of the old sibling rivalry peeking it's ugly head up although, my sister's great skill as an artist has never really bothered me before because i just don't have it, but everyone is supposed to be able to blog these days!! it's just a computer, I mean WTF?? 

Another surrender, because even though I have some sort of bronchial horror in my chest I believe I have managed to at least get some recent photos up, refresh my insane design, and write a few words! This is a small triumph of which I can be proud! Even if it is tainted with the deadly coctail of cortizol that has built up in my system in the hours of frustration it has taken to get this far and the obvious contempt any multitasker who has been forced into a dormant state may have.

This is me in a state of angst. 

Offensive, sunny and sweet, pesimistic, whatever, my vow for this blog is to let loose my artistic creature and untether my restraint of pen. I have every respect for the fact that our thoughts and feelings have an effect on those reading as well as on our own lives and paths, but I also have an even healthier respect for any ability to let go of fear on any level. I want to be free to fail. To mis-speak, mis-write. Change my mind, my heart, my perspective on life as I know it.

This is me in a state of grace....to be continued

 

Comments

[kristen stills]

I loooove it!!!! No one can compete with Tiffanie's blog-a-periority, so just sink your teeth into your OWN groove!!!
Your writing is expressive, funny and thought provoking so KEEP AT IT!!! Eventually you're craftiness will prevail and you will create something that will keep us coming back.
KEEP WRITING!!!